Gazeebo De Lala: September 2006

Kuya Pardz / Kaloy / Mama Mich / Chai / Jichael / Aleli / Cass / Colleen / Jane / Mark / Keisha / Kim / Kris / Anakat / Maryel


Lalans by heart, Bedans by blood

Wednesday, September 27, 2006

Living the dream

Have you ever been envious of other people who have been given oppertunities that you want to happen for yourself and you wonder how come it happened to them they don't even deserve it...I've been asking myself that for the past couple of weeks and my mind still ends up blank.

I've always believed that life is what we make of it. It is our choices that define the lives we lead. We shouldn't wait for oppertunities to come to us but rather we should make oppertunities happen for us but sometimes I can't help but ask myself how? How can I make things happen for myself?

I want to do a lot of things in my life...I want to be a great dancer, I want to make a movie, I want to go to Cannes, I want to be a gymnist and a like. I have so much in my mind that I want to do but then I don't know where to start. I don't know how in the world I can make all this happen. I know that I can make it happen. I have the talent, the dream, the determination but it seems that God has other plans for me. I've said this a million times and I still believe it until now...things happen for a reason and the Lord just has something better planned for me. I may not know what that plan might be but I have faith in him that everything is as it should be. I still get irritated whenever I hear or see people who do some of the things that I want to do but I just smile and say you're gonna see me do the same thing.

I will do everything that I want to do in life and you'll see that I would be living my dreams.

Saturday, September 23, 2006

Lalans... Yoohoo!!!!

Dearest Lalans,

Kamusta na kayo? Nako wag nyo na akong tanungin kung kamusta ako dahil sasabihin ko lang na, ammm... kakatapos ko lang mag-exam (as usual, what's new diba??). Anyways, sa palagay ko ay dapat na akong sumulat sa inyo dahil.... HELLO!!!! Haha! Parang hindi na tayo nagkukumustahan!!!! Hehehe... Alam nyo, miss ko na kayo. As in.

Mich: YEY! Alam nyo ba may internet saka webcam na si Mich sa dorm nya! Haha. Kaya kung gusto nyong dumalaw sa dorm nya, mag-ym nalang kayo! Michy... nawala yung pusa ko! (See friendster for pics) Pero may nagsoli sa kanya 1 week after! Hehe. Namigay kasi kami ng fliers/flyers dito! (Speaking of fliers/flyers... Alala mo si Flyer boi? Ahihihi!)

Ate Colleen: Hay naku. Si ate colleen, magdadalawang taon na sa southville pero hindi ko pa rin sya nakikita! Nako, e nasa tapat lang ng village namin! Haha. Miss ko na tong si Ate Colleen. Ngapala, kamusta na si Paul Jason? Hay. What's the hottest update sa showbiz ngayon??? Hay naku. Miss ko na yung mala- "The Buzz" nyong pang-iintriga sa akin! Ahehe.

Kaloy: Aba! Sino itech pasaway na tech ang iskolarloo ng Elbi! Aber, gumigimik na complete with the inuman sheshens!! Nakech ha. At magse-celebrate na neng bertdi ang pasawey na tech! Libre daw movies sa town! Haha. Sana makapunta kayo! September 30 daw, kaso that's medyo kinda my D-day. Haha! I have examsss!( Chenestry Loveoratory, Farmashootickal Chenestry Love din, at isa pang Chenestry Lintekture! Heheh!) Share ko lang, kanina asar ako sa exam namin! Lalo na sa part ng solubuisity. Arr!!! Pero nakech, AB nga pala itech si Kaloysious! Ayaw nya ng mga Chenes Chenestry ayon na rin sa kanyek ekan. Oki? Kamakailan lang ay nagtext sya na moved na daw sa sembreak ang vonggacious na celebration ng kanyang kapanganakan. So expected na lahat tayo magkikitakits doon! Oki? Walang mawawala! wee.. Excited na ko! Miss ko na rin magtown with you guys! Haha.

Mark D: Xempreloo, Si mark D. ang lalan na ever kong nakikita kahit papano! Aba, e once every three weeks lang kami magkasalubong at nako! the chikkahan! it's like hindi na kami uuwi! HAha. Nakakamiss din na kasa-kasama tong si Mark sa lahat ng gawain ko! Nawa'y magkasalubong kami nang mas madalas!

Aleli (My sister in the Psychic world): Ai naku, Lellai!!! Nako. Minsan na lang kita ma ym! Nung isang beses, sabi mo kayo na. Nung sumunod sabi mo, hindi na kayo! Grabe, hindi ko pa nga nakukuha yung details. HAy, dati-rati sayo ako nagsheshare ng mga cherva ko. Ngayon... Lellai!... Huhu... Miss na kita. Saka yung mga philosophy of religion and God natin! Miss ko na! Nakakatakot makipagdebate sa mga kaklase ko eh! Haha!

Krissy: Insan! Musta na? Antagal na nating hindi nagkikta rin! Miss ko na yung pagma-miyao natin. Gusto mo nga pala makita pusa ko? Nasa friendster! Hehe. Buti nakabalik na sya samin. Nako, papakilala kita sa kanya pag may chance! Hehe. Bait bait ni Merry! Cute and Cuddly! Mahilig magkiskis ng mukha nya sa paa namin! Hehehe. Blue eyes din sya! (Ahemf.. ring a bell? Joke!) Update naman sa luvlife mo jan! HAha!

Kimmy: Kimmywimmy! La nang nag-aayos ng buhok ko! Nagparelax naman ako kaya hindi rin pwede itali... Aw... Haha! Nako! Miss ko na si Kim! Kimkimkimkimkim!!!!! Bihira ka mag-appear ah! Nako, natutulog ka bang mabuti? Umiinom ka pa ba ng cherifer??? Baka hindi ka pumasa sa height requirement ng mga nurse! Hehee!!


Marang(aka Marina): Si marang, lav ko yan! Lagi ngalang nawawala. Nako, babae ka, magpakita ka naman! Senxa na hindi ako nakapunta sa birthday mo ha... Biglaan kasi eh. Nako! Basta sana magkitakita tayo ulit! Miss na kita marangers! Haha. Diba friends forever yung nakasulat dun sa figurine na regalo mo sakin nung third year??? Weheheh. Ingatz ka palagi, at wag pasaway!

Nekatz (The Goddess): Aba, Kamusta na ang my fair lady sa london bridge??? Hehe! Miss ko na rin to! Wala nang nagpapadala masyado ng daily quotes sa akin! Si Cassandra G. Nalang! Kamusta naman jan? Ngapala iba na yung number ko kaya if ever magtetext ka, iba na yung number ko eh! Hehe...


Keisha: Kei! Miaow! Miss you na! Haha. Punta ko jan sa bahay mo! Gawa ulit tayo slides! HAhaha... Nakow, may tsismax ako sayo! ahay nako. As in NAKO! pero um... basta! Kwento ko nalang sayo minsan! Pag nasa mood tayo magtsismisan. Ngapala, wag kayong maniwala sa mga tsismis ng prof nyo sa dasma! Ahaha. Mukha ngang babagsak ako sa mga exam ngayon eh. Saka yung sinasabi nyang anak nya, hindi nga kami nagkakausap nun eh. Ever. Owel. Miaow! Pakita ko rin sayo si Merry minsan! Miaow!

Jichael: Jike! Grabe. I haven't heard from you for a very long time. Kamusta na? aww... YOu know, I miss the first year days. Seatmates tayo remember?? Hehe. Kamusta na buhay Lasalle? Hay. I still like your course. Mukhang masaya. Sana magkasabay ulit tayo sa bus minsan.

Kuya Pards: Ahay! Grabe, miss ko na si Kuya Pards. With all his insights and advice and everything! Kamusta na? How's the lavlyf huh? Ochies lang ba? Kuya pards, alam mo na ba yung bago kong cel number? Tanong mo nalang kay mamich o kaya kay kaloy or kay sandra! Haha. Di ko pa nakukuha ulit yung number mo! Hehe...

Cassandra G.: Wuhui! Grabe la akong masabi sa babaeng to. Walang sablay sa Goodmorning/Goodnight Godbless nya everyday! Hehehehehehe. Salamat din sa steady supply of quotes. Kamusta nga pala yung luvlife? Ok lang ba? Nako, naaalala ko pa yung animalang kinukwento mo dati! Nako, pag may bagong animala kwento mo sakin! Lagot yan satin! Basta ikaw, Go gurl! Hehe. MAsyado kang byutilicious para sa mga pasawey na yan!

Jared & Monique( Miyembro Honoraris): Hellow? Asan na kayo? Si Jared nakita ko sa debut ni Val! Dumoble pa yata yung height nya! Si monique naman nung debut pa ni Kris!

Ryan Cancio & Miko Copo (the Carebears): Wee... Miss ko na tong mga to. Asan na kaya sila? Magdadalawang taon na nakalipas!

Jane: Musta na ang makulit na batang ito? San na ba to napadpad ha ate colleen? bihira na rin ang appearance nito sa friendster! Dati puro posts sya sa bulletin board! Haha. NAgsawa na ata. Miss you na!
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Hay. May nakalimutan ba ko? Nako sana wala! Eh eto yung mga nakikita ko madalas sa Gazeebo de Lala dati!

Nako. Haha. Sana magparamdam kayo! Awoo...

Ongapala, may musical kami! Haha. Saya saya. Dami kong pinagkakaabalahan! Nalolosyang nako.

Basta. Sana rin dumami na ulit magpost dito sa blog. At kahit yung mga walang blog, pwedeng dumalaw! Sya sige! Ingatz kayong lahat!

Shab-u! (Dahil taga-pharm ako parang naiilang ako dun sa Shabu eh. Hehe, senxa)

Lovelots with Mwahmwah,
Chai Ching.

Wednesday, September 20, 2006

Alone

It has been a long time since I wrote anything in my blogs (Lord knows I have a lot...hahaha!!! =p) but nevertheless I still take time out to write doen my thoughts and just get them off my chest. Anyway, for the past couple of weeks I've been thinking alot of how much time I find myself to be alone. Don't get me wrong, I have social skills, I'm friendly, outgoing, I have a sense of humor, I got out with friends, I have anawesome group of friends that are both from high school and college so Ican say that I'm not a loser...It's more of the feeling that you can be surrounded by a sea of people and friends but you still feel alone.
I have long learned the lesson that in life you only have yourself. No matter what it has to be you that you count on first to achieve whatever it is you want to reach in life. Sure, you have your family and friends to help you and give you love adn support but sometiems the challenges that youwill face must be faced alone. Family and friends can only do so much but in the end it is you who has to make the choice. I find more and more people who are so scared to stand on their own to feet that they still cling on to others. Personally, I hate the fact they're people who still act like this but that's just my opinion, nevertheless it is so hard to live life with people like this by your side.
Learn to stand alone. Iknow this is easier said than done but believe me you'd be a better person for it. Independence is something we strive for. We have the tools to do this all we need is the determination to do so. Please do not misunderstand what I'm trying to say...I didn't ask you to leave everything behind and be a hermit in the mountains...all I'm saying is that don't depend things, events, circumstances etc on other people. Learn to stand on your own to feet and never be afraid to be alone. In the stillness of the night is where you can hear your own thoughts.

Monday, September 18, 2006

Strike two..

i'm so stupid..
i know this time everybody would agree..


why?


well..
im in love..
with the wrong person again..
in the wrong place..
at the wrong time..
with the wrong reasons..


love is at it again..
just like before..
and i know i would also end up the same..


strike two..

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