Gazeebo De Lala: July 2005

Kuya Pardz / Kaloy / Mama Mich / Chai / Jichael / Aleli / Cass / Colleen / Jane / Mark / Keisha / Kim / Kris / Anakat / Maryel


Lalans by heart, Bedans by blood

Friday, July 29, 2005

my prayer

>help me Lord.. i don't want to love him anymore.. i don't want to feel this emptiness he has left in my heart, in my life.. i don't want to feel the depth of my loss.. help me also to forget.. give me the strength i need to face each day with a smile on my face even if i have any empty feeling in my heart.. give me also the strength and courage to let go and move on.. once and for all.. to leave everything in the past.. help me to remeber all the other reasons i have in this world to live for.. and lastly, let me find true love and the one for me.. the one who could love much more than i could ever love him.. let him know that i am in need of his love..<

Tuesday, July 26, 2005

....hhhhhmmmmm.....

......hhhhhmmmmm.....to be honest I've got no clue what to write down here. It's been so long since I last wrote anything down here. Alot has happened for the past couple of weeks that I don't even know where to begin...my life is making no sense right now. I feel that I'm not where I'm supposed to be and that I'm not even enjoying what I'm doing. I'm still a firm believer that everything happens for a reason and that reason hasn't been shown to me just yet. I'm still trying to figure out the most important parts of my life and yet I have no one to talk to about this. I just feel like I'm trapped in a room with no lights and the candle I'm holding is slowly melting away and I can't find anyone to help me....sad but I know I've got to get through this even if I have to do it alone coz not even the fact that I have alot of friends doesn't console me anymore. I AM ALONE....


kuya_pardz

Saturday, July 16, 2005

Kung hindi Ako, Sino? Kung hindi Ngayon, Kailan?

Wow...

napakadakilang pakinggan...

haha.

Wala lang pipol...

Siguro panahon na para magkaroon ng entry na nakasulat in Filipino!

hehe... Lalang...


Zebo pips...


Just want to share that very nice motto.


In Latin, Carpe Diem!


Sieze the Day!


O diba? hehe... Lalang..


Kaya kung may gusto kayong gawin at puwede kayong gawin ngayon, gawin niyo na!

hehe...

Lalang...

Katulad nito...

Nagsusulat ako...

haha.

Mis ko na kasi kayong lahat e...

Shabu...


Ingatz kayong lahat..

Sunday, July 10, 2005

alam nyo ba...

hahaha.

wala lang talaga.


so may long quiz ako sa bio bukas.

so may mga homework ako sa english 100 at 101
so prelims ko na this week sa bio lab...
hahaha.
so may mga friends na ako
may 2 close friends na rin ako...
at may 4 na crush ako sa classroom (chika!!!)
pero ayun..
wala lang talaga.
miss ko na kayo kasi eh!!!
*sighs*
alam nyo ba...
kahit more than 10 na yung mga tao sa tropa ko ngayon...
cguro more than 10 naman din ang senti moments ko dahil sa inyo (salamat ha!^_^)
cguro more than 10 rin yun beses na ginamit ko yung cel ko sa pagtatawag sa inyo (again, salamat ha! joke...)
at ayun...
wala lang talaga...
sana may gimmik naman tayo after prelims!!! dami kong ikkwento sa inyo!!!
oh well...
wala lang talaga.