Monday, February 20, 2006
Tuesday, February 14, 2006
Araw ng mga Puso
Una sa lahat, hindi ko kayo muna babatiin.
Pangalawa sa lahat, wala namang kakaibang naganap ngayon.
Taghirap na ba talaga? Crisis?
Sa buong araw na inilagi ko sa labas ng bahay at sa gitna ng maynila, hindi yata lalagpas sa lima ang nakita kong taong may dalang bulaklak or balloons or cake or lollipop man lang na may puso.
Bakit nung gradeschool ako, pag Valentines nagbabaha ng bulaklak sa may gate ng school at ang mga batang walang muwang nama'y bumibili ng mga rosas para sa crush nila, sa mommy o kaya sa teacher.
Ngayon? hmm... Napaisip tuloy ako kung may kalendaryo ba ang mga tao.
Tama na nga. Bumili nalang ako ng chocolate para paghatian namin ng mommy ko.
Bakit ka nga ba maghihintay na bigyan ng chocolates at rosas kung may pera ka namang pambili?
Di naman ako ganon ka-poor!
Kung talagang matipid ka naman, uminom ka nalang ng Milo o kaya Ovaltine o Choquick pa kung gusto mo. Chocolate din yun. Haha.
Kaya sa mga di tumatanggap ng kahit ano sa araw na ito, wag tayong malungkot! Isipin mo nalang kung ilang tao sa mundo ang hindi nakakakain ng tatlong beses sa isang araw, at marerealize mo kung gaano tayo kaswerte!
Actually swerte naman talaga tayong lahat e. Di naman kasi kailangang hanapin lagi yung wala.
Edi kung anong meron ka, maging masaya ka na! Kunwari, maganda ka na, sexy ka pa, mayaman, mabait, matalino, athletic, at talented. Wala ka nga lang boyfriend. OK LANG YUN! Isipin mo nalang artista ka at sabihin mo sa buong mundo:
"As for now, nagfofocus pa ako muna sa career ko at family. I'm happy with myself right now."
O diba?!! Showbiz na Showbiz!
Kaya mga friends, huwag na kayong malungkot. Ok?
So ang tanging tanong lang na naisip ko bigla ngayong araw na ito at bumabagabag sa kaluluwa ko:
Bakit ang mga tao sa China singkit?
Bakit yung mga unggoy dun hindi singkit?
May sagot ka ba?
So Valentines nga.
May tanong ako ulit.
Ano kaya ang ratio ng mga taong inlove at may kasama, sa mga taong inlove pero mag-isa, sa mga taong iniwan at lumuluha?
Tinatanong mo ba sa sarili mo kung ano ang ratio ng dami ng taong inlove/ may gusto sayo, sa dami ng mga taong mahal/ crush mo?
Sa palagay mo ba, yung taong kasama mo ngayon, sya yung makakasama mo habang buhay?
Or, kung naging kayo ng crush mo ngayon, pakakasal ba kayo?
Or kung anong itsura ng magiging baby nyo?
Sa palagay mo ba, kapag sinabi ng mahal mo ngayon sayo na, " I will love/ be with you forever" at kinilig kilig ka naman dyan, ay totoo nga yun? at hindi ka na nya iiwan?
Ilang negative aspects ng mahal/ crush mo ang alam mo? (Kasama na dun ang mga kabalahuraan at kababuyan nya)
Sa palagay mo ba, yang boyfriend/ girlfriend mo ay masipag? Sa palagay mo ba may future ka sa kanya? O ang alam lang nyang gawin ay magbasketbol, magplaystation / magpaganda, magshopping? O kaya naman, ang alam nyo lang dalawa ay maglambingan?
Kung narealize mong wala pala sa kanya yung mga ibang tinanong ko, sa palagay mo seseryosohin mo nga syang makasama in the future?
Eto lang advice ko.
(Kayo na bahala, hindi naman ito through experience)
(Sorry kung inispoil ko ang araw nyo)
Mag mature ka muna, at idevelop ang sarili bago mo ibigay sa iba ang sarili mo.
Dahil baka pati sya madamay sayo.
At masayang lang ang oras nyo sa isa't isa.
Mas masaya naman diba, kapag parehas kayong ok na ok na?
Kaya sa mga bata pa at isip bata pa na umiiyak iyak at naiistress out dahil sa love, normal lang yan. Pero wag mong damdamin palagi!
Mabuhay ang mga sawi!
Anong swerte nalang nung tamang tao para sayo dahil sya ang makakaranas at makakakita kung gaano ka kabuti! Kaganda/ kaguwapo/ Kagaling/ at kahanga hanga.
Malas nalang ng taong nanakit at nang-iwan sayo. Hindi nya lang alam kung ano ang value mo. Hayaan mo syang mamatay sa inggit pagdating ng panahon!
Hindi naman ako bitter dito no?
May nag-aagree ba?
Saka love naman tayo ni Papa Jesus diba?
I love You Papa Jesus! Happy ang Valentines ko dahil lagi nya akong mahal!
Ingatz kayong lahat. Mahal ko keu. (^_^)
Thursday, February 09, 2006
Kuya Pardz Entry #2: Life is indeed not without complications...
Life is indeed not without complications...
Someone once said to me "Life is not without complications..." and true enough this was proven to me yet again. Just when your life goes on smoothly...BANG!!! Life hits you with a few curveballs and your back to where you started.
My life, for example, got strtuck with a major curveball. Before 2005 ended things were great. My life made sense and things were going smoothly yet now things have taken a hudge turn. I find myself in between a crossroad in my life. To take one would mean my return to a life that I thought was over and to take the other would mean a future that is very uncertain. But as always the future is very uncertain for everyone. We can never know how the choices we make affect our lives until we make them and even then we have to stand by the choices we've made no matter what the outcome. As much as we want to make the right choice or make a change for the better...life doesn't seem to make any better for us. But that is life. It has to have complications. It has to be hard. It has to be all the things we complain about simply because without it we would not be the people that we are now. Life is a never ending lesson. It always teaches us something about ourselves and other people. I believe that what experience in life is what shapes us as individuals and if not for the hardships that we face everyday we wouldn't be who we are now. Faith in ourselves and faith in HIM is what gets us through the day and no matter what the outcome of our choices may be it what shapes us to be the people we are.
Life is indeed not without complications but it is worth it to become the people we are.
Sunday, February 05, 2006
before awarding, i want to greet krissy a happy birthday...
welcome to the legal age bracket
we wish you everything so nice in this world
hehehe. basta something like that.Ü
aftermath ng debut.
machismax na naman 'tong marang na 'to!
nangcacandid ako tapos nagpose sila ni anakat!
so landicious! hehehe.
ang funny ng moment!
spot the not!
Q:cno ung nakatalikod na nakapula?
A: mom ni kris
well, balingkinitan pa rin.
haha, ang suck up ko noh...
mama mich, take it eASY!!!
because mark wants to dance ala 70's
keisha just wants to laugh.
here's me and aleli.
i look so dashing [ahem!]
lelai, you look preety!
oi, laki na ulo nyan...
karlo, ba't ka tumingin, hehe observant ka ha.
nawala ung effect ng kunwari di nakatingin, hehehe
candid din naman yan eh.
anakat, feels sleepy na..
parang giraffe si mark.
reaching out his leeg, sorry.Ü
ang saya, parang monkey in the middle taya si pardz
everyone is so happy! look at ron, karlo and paolo
i can't explain thier jovial state.
phinotoshop ko na nga madilim pa
ang cute nga nito 2 words to explian the pic
talikodgenic and open...
ung mga mouths nila, why?
too much fun?
krissy, ang aming debutant! ha! lusty gown ha!
keisha!!!!! screaming for more?
karlo, you look agog.
ang ganda talaga ng face ni pardz!!!
parang la pa yatang energy ung mob natin...
all smiles pa lang
get ready for the next pix...
we all look like we're on crack
colleen i never knew how amazingly cut you laugh
aleli talaga, are you depressed?
anakat and kuya pardz. no comment.
chai text n lng.
grrrr, ang ganda pa naman ng kuha ko kay mark and aleli
sobrang candid!!!!! mark--- lupang hinirang ata ung song.
cguro ginamit ni mark ung super human powers niya para lumiit ung pic
nakakatuwa kami ni xandra
ng mga friends ko.
ron, look at you!
agbayani, you look hungry.
ung dalawa nagpipic, hahaha
i love you guys talaga
ang sweet nila tignan kahit na candid
yun lang nasabi ko.
the best pic of maryel
ang winner ng ating
you look like you broke a nail
paul, pwede ka na manominate for
ala bodyguard trophy
ang dapat sayo.
wala ng tatalo pa!
la ako ma-say.
pero ang award ay kay...
"the most candid award!"
the "hindi ko alam na naclick ko award" goes to...
candid nga 'to, di ko nga alam na naclick ko ung cam ko...
i wanna feel the heat with... KUYA PARDZ?!
dancers talaga tong 2 to
ay ang ganda!
si mark lang ang tumingin... valedictorian material talaga!
dahil dyan you recieve an award for
observant award #2
perfect! kris and sherlock.
parang "guess who award" tong pic na 'to...
mark and chai... anakat, so candid! perfect!
magshare kayong 3 sa award for
"best audution picture"
for PBB, di pinakita ang mukha. golly!
"twilight award" for you 2!
highlight of the moment: paul... so candid award!!!
ang candid namin ni keisha!!!!
"hagupit ng hangin award"
the tres marias huh!
anakat, mich and chai
ito ang texters' choice
Thursday, February 02, 2006
Anakat Entry 1: half empty, half full
jan23, 06 10:27pm
how am i suppose to look at my life?
should i be happy? few people would want to be in my position. being able to study abroad and somehow be able to get what i want (not everything though).
or should i be sad? to have be the one to leave friends and loved ones behind. to miss out on alot of events and hang out with friends. and so on and so forth.
for me, i'm ok with it. just ok. yes, i'm ready to leave the Philippines and move to London for a few years mainly coz of my dad's job. i have my reasons why i want to leave, to be able to start anew. total change of surrondings, surroundings that are so full of memories (mostly painful). and it would do good for my education too. especially for the future. in 5 years time, we all would be working. then i could really be independent.
but it's so hard to leave when you have so much to leave behind. all my friends, especially those really close and special to me (they know who they are), is the main reason i don't want to leave. everything would be different. if i had any problems, my friends are just a text or a call away. but that wouldn't be possible if i were far away. of course, i would have friends there too. but i love my friends now and i ain't looking for anything more. or if we were to hang-out, it would be easy. yeah, if i was here. but no, i can't text them and tell them to meet up in Paris or Italy. well, definitely it's gonna be hard. but i think i can handle it.
love life? hmmm. i don't want to dwell on that subject too much. all i'm gonna say is that i'm happy right now. i really am. whatever the situation is. if there is one thing i've learned from my past relationship is how painful love really is. but that shouldn't (and it definitely wouldn't) stop me from loving again. and it's a wonderful feeling. it's really beautiful. =)
so how do i view my life right now? well it doesn't really matter. coz even if life sucks. even if reality hits me hard. i'm ok with it. and with that i'm happy. i've got my restback anyway. and whatever happens in the future, i would be to handle it. i'll just keep on smiling and singing... =)
"what about love?
what about feeling?
what about all the things
that make life worth living?
what about faith?
what about trust?
oh baby, tell me,
what about us?"
[currently listening to: what about us?]