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but i am that far from yours...

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Araw ng mga Puso

Una sa lahat, hindi ko kayo muna babatiin.

Pangalawa sa lahat, wala namang kakaibang naganap ngayon.

Taghirap na ba talaga? Crisis?

Sa buong araw na inilagi ko sa labas ng bahay at sa gitna ng maynila, hindi yata lalagpas sa lima ang nakita kong taong may dalang bulaklak or balloons or cake or lollipop man lang na may puso.

Bakit nung gradeschool ako, pag Valentines nagbabaha ng bulaklak sa may gate ng school at ang mga batang walang muwang nama'y bumibili ng mga rosas para sa crush nila, sa mommy o kaya sa teacher.

Ngayon? hmm... Napaisip tuloy ako kung may kalendaryo ba ang mga tao.

Tama na nga. Bumili nalang ako ng chocolate para paghatian namin ng mommy ko.

Bakit ka nga ba maghihintay na bigyan ng chocolates at rosas kung may pera ka namang pambili?

Di naman ako ganon ka-poor!

Kung talagang matipid ka naman, uminom ka nalang ng Milo o kaya Ovaltine o Choquick pa kung gusto mo. Chocolate din yun. Haha.

Kaya sa mga di tumatanggap ng kahit ano sa araw na ito, wag tayong malungkot! Isipin mo nalang kung ilang tao sa mundo ang hindi nakakakain ng tatlong beses sa isang araw, at marerealize mo kung gaano tayo kaswerte!

Actually swerte naman talaga tayong lahat e. Di naman kasi kailangang hanapin lagi yung wala.
Edi kung anong meron ka, maging masaya ka na! Kunwari, maganda ka na, sexy ka pa, mayaman, mabait, matalino, athletic, at talented. Wala ka nga lang boyfriend. OK LANG YUN! Isipin mo nalang artista ka at sabihin mo sa buong mundo:

"As for now, nagfofocus pa ako muna sa career ko at family. I'm happy with myself right now."

O diba?!! Showbiz na Showbiz!

Landicious!

Haha.

Kaya mga friends, huwag na kayong malungkot. Ok?

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SPECIAL CORNER:

So ang tanging tanong lang na naisip ko bigla ngayong araw na ito at bumabagabag sa kaluluwa ko:

Bakit ang mga tao sa China singkit?
Bakit yung mga unggoy dun hindi singkit?

May sagot ka ba?

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Hay...

So Valentines nga.

May tanong ako ulit.

Ano kaya ang ratio ng mga taong inlove at may kasama, sa mga taong inlove pero mag-isa, sa mga taong iniwan at lumuluha?

Eto pa:
Tinatanong mo ba sa sarili mo kung ano ang ratio ng dami ng taong inlove/ may gusto sayo, sa dami ng mga taong mahal/ crush mo?

Eto pa:
Sa palagay mo ba, yung taong kasama mo ngayon, sya yung makakasama mo habang buhay?
Or, kung naging kayo ng crush mo ngayon, pakakasal ba kayo?
Or kung anong itsura ng magiging baby nyo?

Eto pa:
Sa palagay mo ba, kapag sinabi ng mahal mo ngayon sayo na, " I will love/ be with you forever" at kinilig kilig ka naman dyan, ay totoo nga yun? at hindi ka na nya iiwan?

Eto pa:
Ilang negative aspects ng mahal/ crush mo ang alam mo? (Kasama na dun ang mga kabalahuraan at kababuyan nya)

Eto pa:
Sa palagay mo ba, yang boyfriend/ girlfriend mo ay masipag? Sa palagay mo ba may future ka sa kanya? O ang alam lang nyang gawin ay magbasketbol, magplaystation / magpaganda, magshopping? O kaya naman, ang alam nyo lang dalawa ay maglambingan?

Eto pa:
Kung narealize mong wala pala sa kanya yung mga ibang tinanong ko, sa palagay mo seseryosohin mo nga syang makasama in the future?



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Eto lang advice ko.
(Kayo na bahala, hindi naman ito through experience)
(Sorry kung inispoil ko ang araw nyo)


Mag mature ka muna, at idevelop ang sarili bago mo ibigay sa iba ang sarili mo.

Dahil baka pati sya madamay sayo.

At masayang lang ang oras nyo sa isa't isa.

Mas masaya naman diba, kapag parehas kayong ok na ok na?

Kaya sa mga bata pa at isip bata pa na umiiyak iyak at naiistress out dahil sa love, normal lang yan. Pero wag mong damdamin palagi!

Mabuhay ang mga sawi!

Anong swerte nalang nung tamang tao para sayo dahil sya ang makakaranas at makakakita kung gaano ka kabuti! Kaganda/ kaguwapo/ Kagaling/ at kahanga hanga.

Malas nalang ng taong nanakit at nang-iwan sayo. Hindi nya lang alam kung ano ang value mo. Hayaan mo syang mamatay sa inggit pagdating ng panahon!

Hindi naman ako bitter dito no?

May nag-aagree ba?

Hui.

Haha.

Saka love naman tayo ni Papa Jesus diba?

I love You Papa Jesus! Happy ang Valentines ko dahil lagi nya akong mahal!

Ingatz kayong lahat. Mahal ko keu. (^_^)

camera shy?

before awarding, i want to greet krissy a happy birthday...

welcome to the legal age bracket

we wish you everything so nice in this world

hehehe. basta something like that.Ü

ang aming awards.

aftermath ng debut.

machismax na naman 'tong marang na 'to!

nangcacandid ako tapos nagpose sila ni anakat!

so landicious! hehehe.

maryel! no comment na lang.

ang funny ng moment!

spot the not!

Q:cno ung nakatalikod na nakapula?

A: mom ni kris

well, balingkinitan pa rin.

haha, ang suck up ko noh...

mama mich, take it eASY!!!

because mark wants to dance ala 70's

keisha just wants to laugh.

here's me and aleli.

i look so dashing [ahem!]

lelai, you look preety!

oi, laki na ulo nyan...

karlo, ba't ka tumingin, hehe observant ka ha.

observant award#1

nawala ung effect ng kunwari di nakatingin, hehehe

candid din naman yan eh.

anakat, feels sleepy na..

kita lahat kaso

parang giraffe si mark.

reaching out his leeg, sorry.Ü

nagcocongo line kami (tama ba ung term ko?)

ang saya, parang monkey in the middle taya si pardz

everyone is so happy! look at ron, karlo and paolo

i can't explain thier jovial state.

ang fake ng pix ko!

phinotoshop ko na nga madilim pa

ang cute nga nito 2 words to explian the pic

talikodgenic and open...

ung mga mouths nila, why?

too much fun?

pardzie, the face! so mouthy?

krissy, ang aming debutant! ha! lusty gown ha!

keisha!!!!! screaming for more?

karlo, you look agog.

oh my God!

ang ganda talaga ng face ni pardz!!!

parang la pa yatang energy ung mob natin...

all smiles pa lang

get ready for the next pix...

the best talaga mga lalans,

we all look like we're on crack

colleen i never knew how amazingly cut you laugh

aleli talaga, are you depressed?

anakat and kuya pardz. no comment.

chai text n lng.

ang fake nung pic, di ko alam pero ang liit nito!

grrrr, ang ganda pa naman ng kuha ko kay mark and aleli

sobrang candid!!!!! mark--- lupang hinirang ata ung song.

cguro ginamit ni mark ung super human powers niya para lumiit ung pic

hehehe.

i love this pic talaga

nakakatuwa kami ni xandra

ang photogenic.

haha. nakakatuwa talaga ang mga mukha

ng mga friends ko.

ron, look at you!

agbayani, you look hungry.

ung dalawa nagpipic, hahaha

i love you guys talaga

Lovers in Dusit Hotel

ang sweet nila tignan kahit na candid

Jane is so demure.

yun lang nasabi ko.

anakat, nakaside view ka pa ah.

the best pic of maryel

ang winner ng ating

"latecomer award"

the deadly sisters

you look like you broke a nail

aww.

paul, pwede ka na manominate for
ala bodyguard trophy

anakat, may paeffect effect pa ung hair mo ah!

"paeffect award"

ang dapat sayo.

wala ng tatalo pa!

chai is so photogenic.

la ako ma-say.

pero ang award ay kay...

lelai!

"the most candid award!"

highlight of the picture: ms. christine aileen ching!

the "hindi ko alam na naclick ko award" goes to...

chai
candid nga 'to, di ko nga alam na naclick ko ung cam ko...

Oh! i wanna dance with somebody!!!

i wanna feel the heat with... KUYA PARDZ?!

dancers talaga tong 2 to

tingin as camera ha!!!

ay ang ganda!

si mark lang ang tumingin... valedictorian material talaga!

dahil dyan you recieve an award for

"observant-ness"

observant award #2

this is a kodak moment!

perfect! kris and sherlock.

"kodak moment"

lusty pic.

parang "guess who award" tong pic na 'to...

mark and chai... anakat, so candid! perfect!

magshare kayong 3 sa award for

"best audution picture"

for PBB, di pinakita ang mukha. golly!

anakat and pardz, forever beshies.Ü

"twilight award" for you 2!

ang aming table. bakit ang dark nung pic nung inupload ko!!!!

ang fake!!!

highlight of the moment: paul... so candid award!!!

ang candid namin ni keisha!!!!

waaargh!!!

"hagupit ng hangin award"

chai wants to go home na ata...

the tres marias huh!

anakat, mich and chai

ito ang texters' choice

Anakat Entry 1: half empty, half full

jan23, 06 10:27pm

how am i suppose to look at my life?

should i be happy? few people would want to be in my position. being able to study abroad and somehow be able to get what i want (not everything though).

or should i be sad? to have be the one to leave friends and loved ones behind. to miss out on alot of events and hang out with friends. and so on and so forth.

for me, i'm ok with it. just ok. yes, i'm ready to leave the Philippines and move to London for a few years mainly coz of my dad's job. i have my reasons why i want to leave, to be able to start anew. total change of surrondings, surroundings that are so full of memories (mostly painful). and it would do good for my education too. especially for the future. in 5 years time, we all would be working. then i could really be independent.

but it's so hard to leave when you have so much to leave behind. all my friends, especially those really close and special to me (they know who they are), is the main reason i don't want to leave. everything would be different. if i had any problems, my friends are just a text or a call away. but that wouldn't be possible if i were far away. of course, i would have friends there too. but i love my friends now and i ain't looking for anything more. or if we were to hang-out, it would be easy. yeah, if i was here. but no, i can't text them and tell them to meet up in Paris or Italy. well, definitely it's gonna be hard. but i think i can handle it.

love life? hmmm. i don't want to dwell on that subject too much. all i'm gonna say is that i'm happy right now. i really am. whatever the situation is. if there is one thing i've learned from my past relationship is how painful love really is. but that shouldn't (and it definitely wouldn't) stop me from loving again. and it's a wonderful feeling. it's really beautiful. =)

so how do i view my life right now? well it doesn't really matter. coz even if life sucks. even if reality hits me hard. i'm ok with it. and with that i'm happy. i've got my restback anyway. and whatever happens in the future, i would be to handle it. i'll just keep on smiling and singing... =)

"what about love?
what about feeling?
what about all the things
that make life worth living?
what about faith?
what about trust?
oh baby, tell me,
what about us?"


[currently listening to: what about us?]

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